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A Post From the Bowels of Thesis Hell

You know you're at the U of C when

The guy sitting next to you in a local coffee shop–who's maybe in his late 20s/very early 30s–is talking to his friend about the first and second year Sanskrit classes he's teaching. Sanskrit.

Living in the Augenblick

I met with my art history professor on Friday afternoon about a presentation I'm giving in class on Tuesday. The presentation is on Futurism, something I studied maybe seven or eight years ago. I saw a great collection of Futurist art at the Peggy Guggenheim Museum in Venice–also about seven or eight years ago. So I'm coming to this with only the vaguest familiarity, and I'm anxious to give a good presentation and get my seminar paper off to a good start.

Futurism reared its head at a culturally ripe time in history: the Futurists aligned themselves with Mussolini's Fascism, and to some degree both epitomized and catalyzed a culture that was ready for a radical change. World War I soon followed. Futurism attempted to be determinedly anti-Romantic, dispelling the aesthetic theories that had resulted in paintings of moonlit forests and similarly mystical scenes. Futurism also aligned itself with newfangled technologies like racecars and railways. The artists were hooked on concepts of speed, velocity, destruction, audacity, and revolt.

[Boccioni's Dynamism of a Cyclist and other Futurist paintings. Don't be fooled by the apparent visual similarities to Cubism. The movements were rooted in quite different agendas.]

What's particularly fun about the Futurist Manifesto is that despite adamantly reacting to Romanticism, the language used is poetic and melodramatic [note: this is best read aloud while shaking your fists in the air]:

'Let's go!' I said. 'Friends, away! Let's go! Mythology and the Mystic Ideal are defeated at last. We're about to see the Centaur's birth and, soon after, the first flight of Angels!…We must shake the gates of life, test the bolts and hinges. Let's go! Look there, on the earth, the very first dawn! There's nothing to match the splendour of the sun's red sword, slashing for the first time through our millennial gloom!

Ah, yes, our millennial gloom. Sounds a little… Romantic to me. The Futurists' art took smaller steps away from Romanticism than their violence-loving manfiestoes might suggest, but nevertheless, it was a step toward abstract art and toward new technologies.

But the augenblick is really why I wanted to post… After Professor and I chatted about Futurism, he asked me how I was finding the class and what my other academic interests are. He's visiting from Europe and not that familiar with the U of C, so I explained about my program, my thesis, etc. I've pretty much gotten this speech down to seventy-five-words-or-less (not including the big sigh that answers the inevitable question, "so, what will you do after you get your degree?"). When I got to the part of my thesis description that goes something like, "and so I'm trying to work with Walter Benjamin's idea of the aura, but I'm finding it really difficult…," Professor's face lit up.

"Why do you find it so difficult?"

You mean aside from the fact that Benjamin is maddeningly inconsistent in his use of words like "aura"? And the fact that Very Important Pronouns have no antecedents, leaving sentences' meanings up in the air? Aside from that?

Professor confirmed that "aura" is one of Benjamin's most difficult ideas, and that its meaning does change from essay to essay. (You know, if I did that in my thesis, I would SO get called on it). In his essay "Art in the Age of Mechanical Reproducibility," Benjamin defines aura as "A strange tissue of space and time: the unique apparition of a distance, however near it may be." I've been attracted to this idea of space and time as "a strange tissue" (in one of Benjamin's earlier essays, it's "a strange web")–it is a web both delicate and mighty, a web that can trap you in its strings. Benjamin is attempting to describe the indescribable: the mystical element of traditional artwork that makes you stop your own movement and forces you to look at it. According to Professor, it is really something that must be felt, not described. That moment when the aura captures your attention loses meaning in the English translation. "Moment" in German is augenblick. Augen means "eye," and blick means "gaze." So the moment of an artwork capturing your attention has countless more connotations in German. I'm still trying to unravel all of them.

But what of this "unique apparation of a distance"? Professor gave me an excellent example: suppose you have an old book that you knew once belonged to somebody you deeply respected and admired. You would, of course, treat that old book with great care and caution. It would remind you of that person you admired, and you would, perhaps, think of that person everytime you flipped through the pages. It is the aura of the book that brings that which is distant–the person you deeply respected and admired–into the present moment.

Another example? A girl looking at a Michelangelo drawing, knowing that what was before her held the pencil lines of a master. Knowing that the same person who created the Crucifixion scene in front of her had also created the Sistene Chapel, David, the Rome Pieta… and that Michelangelo's hands had touched this drawing four hundred years before. This drawing that was now in front of her, and was now part of her story. The aura of the drawing brought all of that into the present augenblick.

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current book: the essay "Forms of Time and of the Chronotope in the Novel: Notes Toward a Historical Poetics" by M.M. Bakhtin. It's kind of more interesting than it sounds.
current music: the sound of Clarabelle purrrrrrrring in my lap and the sound of Monte howwwwwling at the door. Clarabelle was allowed to walk around the house for awhile today, but they have to be separated as soon as they want to start roughhousing. Oh, and I'm listening to Luiz Bonfa in the background.
current socks: I got new crabby socks! whoever said that money couldn't buy happiness never shelled out dough for novelty socks. As soon as I slipped them on, my mood went from crabby to ecstatic.

new crabby socks!!

Proof That My Unconscious Is A Big Dork

Last night I dreamt about… wait for it… wait for it… the Hegelian dialectical system.

Yikes. You know you're at the U of C when

Animal Forces

Shockingly, this isn't a post about Monte, even though today alone he has displayed animal force equivalent to a herd of hyenas. I think he's doing speed when I'm in class.

One of my professors is visiting from a university in Germany. This has prompted the following, mostly delightful, results:

  • he began the first class by saying "My English, it is not so good." It's not so bad either; he's mostly just not confident in his speaking abilities yet. But he pointed out that this will work to our advantage when he grades our papers. Hell, yeah!
  • when he boots up his laptop, it says "Wilkommen" instead of "Welcome." It reminds me of how the British version of AOL says "You've got post!" Yes, I am this easily amused.
  • throughout today's entire three hour seminar, he kept using a term that I heard as "animal forces." I knew I was mishearing him, but what do you say? "Excuse me, professor, but what's that word you keep saying that sounds to me like 'animal forces'?" Yeah. So it was in the last twenty minutes of class that I realized he was saying anamorphosis. Which is simply the distortion of an image and has nothing to do with my crackwhore kitty.

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current book: Gerard Genette's Narrative Discourse. It just arrived at the bookstore and I have to read 135 pages of it by tomorrow at 1:30pm. No fudging for this course: The professor started off the last class by asking us to write out a few sentences about why Ricoeur uses historiography in his study of time and narrative. He claimed it was simply to gauge how difficult the text was. Couldn't we have determined that by simple vote? "Raise your hand if you didn't have a damned clue what Ricoeur was talking about."
current music: still completely fixated on Canasta's cover of "Major Tom."
current socks: black with little gray cats all over them. the cats are all wearing different polka-dotted and stripey dresses. my mom got them for me, okay? and anyways, they're cute.

You Know You’re at the University of Chicago When…

  1. a girl in one of your classes takes notes in mirror image, a la Leonardo da Vinci.
  2. the graffiti in the women’s locker room is in latin.
  3. at least once a day, you run into somebody who is reading while walking.
  4. friendster/myspace profiles include interests like “theories of embodiment.”
  5. the words “conflate” and “meta”-anything are used in everyday conversation. with confidence.
  6. your advisor footnotes his emails to you.